Breast Cancer Journey: Ache in my heart vs Pain in my Throat

Breast Cancer Journey: Ache in my heart vs Pain in my Throat:            The dogs began barking and I heard the front door open. I applied little pressure downward on the extended leg rest on the recli...

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